Billet Doux

I want so much more outta life, Lord I've got too much to give.
I want to be more than what I am now.
I need to get out and experience something new and life-changing,
something different, that'll inspire me,
get me out of my comfort zone and into the unknown.
I need to live, like I've never lived before.
Dangerous, reckless, impulsive and free. Alas.
,  Started 30th April (playlist, 14/06)     / Follow me on Twitter

Seems like the only thing that's connecting now's my livejournal, which has dwindled to an update a week, or less. Caught up with birthdays etc, and it's 3 weeks to BAP, goodgod. Will start with mass publicity of tickets soon! Stuck at Ian's (still) w Steven trying to churn up something creative-productive poster-wise and the VAIO's being really cranky today. Net connection's been a bitch, called linksys a grand total of 4 times and held on the line on the hp just for them to tell me to call singnet. At least I'm getting my router replaced. Will prob get a semblance of a life back after dec, or after 3rd Dec. Or till my net gets back up. Ugh, it's still not loading.

One too many birthdays this month, back-to-back at that! But here's another birthday tribute Mayf, even though we've alr celebrated your 21st and all, it's now official! Hardly feels like you're a year older sometimes heh, and I've written all I wanted to say to you on the card(s) so I'll let the pictures do the talking. I can't believe it's been that long!  Fyrhto, 4plus1 steamboats, sleepovers, sushi buffets, not to forget, you introduced us to mambooo hits. Walk down memory lane aye? Happy21st Mayfen! (: See you and the other 3 next week! 

Met up the rest of the BDSU kids at Chrys' bday chalet last fri, all w the exceptions of Issac (TSK DOTA) and Bimb (seeee, you should get your FB acc back!). Musing about Nike run and Northface 100 cos Jojo, Belle and Spunks had 19hours of that ahead of them, phew, seeing people that we haven't seen in some time (like Melwin and Giddys). Felt like the minority cos we were the only business people there (lol @gideon) but t'was good w BDSU! Htht w Gids after and sigh, ESK lunch didn't happen again. Think it'll be some time before all 4 of us is free, so, till then! 

Very, very distracted this weekend, and beginning to think that test tues' not gonna happen. The funny thing is, w these tests, there isn't a weightage, and we're still stressing out like crazy over it. Yeah well, the only time I need to worry is when I stop freaking out about these, cos then, it'll mean that I'm totally apathetic and have given up. 


The Ion Official opening job suckedsuckedsucked. Like I've never gotten less job satisfaction outta a job (okay, not like I work much but STILL).  It was a waste of study time, my role was made REDUNDANT cos there were 2 other type of ushers, out of which I was bottom-tier, so I had to attend to the not-so-high-prof bunch that they've happily ignored. And it's pretty obvious the mgmt didn't like me much; I was shifted FIVE times, when there were 4 girls congregated at one area, I was the only idiot running up and down the steps. T'was mentally draining, and time went snail-pace on us. I kept asking myself wtf was I doing there, and had to steal a toilet break just to rest the poor feet. 7hours in 3inches and (bloody hot) formal wear, no joke. There were 2 incidents that perked me up momentarily; one, of this group of caucasian kids who gatecrashed, pleading for tix and hoho got VIP ones in the end, and the other, of this caucasian man running through the entire area, evading the security guards (who were bloody useless btw, like wtf are you there for??) jumped onto the barrier (no kidding, the ones along orchard), almost stumbled and fell to his death on the road and ran headlong across the busy-as-hell traffic to the other side. Hohum, at least it broke the monotony. The highlight of the opening wasn't even Utt's appearance. Nor was it Carrie's performance, but her rendition of Paradise City, woooots, perked me up. Till she decided to add another song to her encore. Told them straight flat up I'm not heading back; as if the pay's an incentive to stand there and act as human checkpoints. Sigh. Don't know how Jojo and Maybelle're doing it next week, they were escalator girls (in the air-con laaa) and they had all sorts of random requests for directions and shit LOL. 

Spent half the week sleeping the schedule off and missing quite a number of meetings/classes/meetups; the rest of my waking hours: 

Feel like I've died online; facebook, livejournal, don't even mention Tumblr. School's kicking in full-swing (yes finally), even w 3 day weeks, it's undeniable the workload's definitely piling up and god, the readings. Lecture notes, subject guides, essential AND further reading. One chapter alone is like, 40pages alr mindyou. Depressing just to think about it, and best part, they're not even in the library! TSK. BAP's getting slightly more hectic, and it's been some time since events so, am still adjusting. Booth tomorrow, discovered new econs class (i refuse to fail this AGAIN), dance after and possibly St.James w the seniors, woohoo. Ion job and reliezwhooshwhoosh weekend means= cramming POA anywhere anytime in between!!! I'm getting desperate; cash flow statement today and I had no idea what went where! 8motherlong chapters. Okay I'm done being a geek. Emails to draft, cards to design and onto POA chap2. Full steam ahead!!!

BTW, WE'RE SCOUTING!!! If you've got friends good-looking enough to be in UOL-SRC pageant, LET US KNOW! Also looking for PHOTOGRAPHERS+ DESIGNERS (poster & tickets) for the event, so lemmelemme know if anyone's up for it! Sell you presale cheapcheap HEH. Event's 3rd Dec @Zouk; theme's Glowmetrik. Think light-sticks, nu-rave... a riotious explosion of neon colours! Awesomepossum. 

Day summarised; crazy cab uncles (as usual), cash flow statements- I'm starting to get the hang of it, bitchytitchy Mellybelly + Spunky, present-shopping before HK cafe! What with supermarket baskets as backpacks, tampons as ear plugs, maltesers as dog breeds (JIAMINNN) all packed into one nifty stress-relief pack!