Billet Doux

super excited for SCC; IF YOU'RE FROM BIZ AND YOU HAVEN'T SIGNED UP, WTH ARE YOU WAITING FOR!? only one thing on our (kai & i's) minds now, PROPS and IDENTITIES! twinks! and teri's reply to my getting old comment (cos i really can't do hours like how i used to) is to get out and have a healthy lifestyle. whaaaat-_- like i can club thrice a week like that. i'm alr holding back like kcrazy and whatever i've stemmed up before last week is coming out in uncontrollable torrents; i have to stop asking about wedsthursfris! ): tgif chalet next weekkk. t'was really good to see pressy today, though it didn't constitute as a proper meet-up. nagged him silly about being the stupidmofo that he was to get swined. sorry nic + gff- one month left before school starts! that and everyone on the lepak list(:

havefun and come back safe okay tioman people! (: don't worry about 10ams, we're all set;)
my itunes is down and i'm depressed as hell at how the songs aren't at where they're supposed to be! wth, 20GB++ worth geeez. my throat hurts too ): &, i need to start reading again; schedule timeee.
 

its only when we got there then we realised; their excos were wearing the SAME COLOUR TEE AS US. bummer.

then they made us change to yellow freshie tees; what an irony, YELLOW. FRESHIE. TEES. HAHA it was WEEK 0 all over!

beyond, exhausted yesterday. have no fking idea how we're gonna do 3 mother years, bless us all. disappointing at best, and i guess if you've been through TP, everything else is second best. okay no, it didn't even measure up to that cos the OGLs were fucktards, not to mention ill-mannered. you honestly can't help but compare- hmm, maybe we just got the shittier ones. t'was good to see familiar faces though (shu, deborah!) and we still had our fair share of fun.

FOC's gonna be 3thumbs up cos we're gonna make it that way- for one its a first we're paying that bloody much for an orientation, its almost daylight robbery. cos between the 5 of us (jo-an, maybelle, joyce, vivien and myself) we can prob run camp for them halfprice. and secondly, prog flow sounds... dubious, esp the part about a partner and nightwalk hohoho. so, tour, mini games and dodgeball (pillow) later, i was more than thankful to be on my way home.

dragged myself to town w a splitting headache before meeting charm up. what, a, day. and all that on 3 measley, interrupted hours of sleep and a bad throat. though t'was short, it really is something we should do often! (meeting up, not the sleep depravation thing) and yayyy the wedding in jan; i'm QUITE excited. well cos technically it's long-term commitment that terrifies me, but the idea of a wedding's just... so romanticcc. i'm a total sucker for it uh.
home rest for today and skipping them parties cos the period's finally here (groans) and the sorethroat's worsened so much so that it hurts to even swallow. i might have to give away my entire candy stash, boo. ): ): ):

 

sooo the laptop's back (jumps in air in excitement- not just me yeah, the world's waiting for pictures. C, facebook!) cleared the mail (hotmail-gmail-facebook), and tried diligently reading my friends page. whaaaaaaat, total suicide, going about 300 entries or more back before i gave up, tsktsk. the past fortnight or so, phew... :

bsc agm 26th/06
mad rush everywhere. cab-school-collect cert-cab-tamp-dover-cab-sim-cab-tp; 40plus in transport fares and i missed the agm ): was just in time to catch jo-an and jiamin RUNNING after though, totally amusing! t'was good to see everyone- balloon-popping, butt-smacking (tsk maybelle!), camwhoring.. i miss bsc, but now that its changed, we've got to adapt too, and its easier to let go of things as it was before.

kay, our faces were like that cos someone mentioned something about guys making out in supermarts :S oh, and joel's sucking again.

chocolate condoms & coffee, 29th
posters, thesimpsons, movies, crystaljade, enlistment dates, starbucks, macs. missed prawnmee w them the earlier week so dinner postponed to a mon! and joeltian is such, a homophobe. it makes for good entertainment though, esp when he started on edible marshmallow sanitary pads and chocolate condoms.. really makes you feel sane, normal and well brought-up (lol).

talks, meets and parties
prog meet thurs, and t'was a bad enough day before and i didn't need weird cab uncles interrogating me about the PAP, christians and the workforce. too darn caught up to notice the steps andddd, yourstruly tripped-hit-rolled, arms-head-legs down the mid-section of the steps leading to the bus stop, resulting in no less than 8 blueblacks ): ): 1) thankgod there weren't that many people 2) i'ma graduate; which makes it lamer really, but whocares. thankgod for gracepeh though... even if we had differences, i'm not an ingrate(:

butter fri for charissa's leavingformelb-timmie's birthday partyyy; guilt trips for the first half an hour or so before i got too intoxicated to even think. joel disappeared w ____, that sneakycheaky boy- talk about last hurrah before enlistment. and the rest of 'em scandalous pics on facebook; i'm tagging every single goddamn one of the hundred we took. ps: you deserve 5 shiny golden stars for coming to my rescue every, single, time.

fyrhto saturday, though not so w the crowd than w edwin + chrys- didn't feel like a proper meet cos we didn't make it to any pub! rainchecked; i feel my age catching up on me ): got dragged up for hightea sunday- such awesome sleeping weather and we spent the entire day mooching around T3; till we got our candyfix. i would be a whole lot happier if not for the sore throat i feel that's creeping up on me ): penin shopping mon but ah- blogging's tiring. i still wanna do my FO entrieees though. okay, before school reopens. less procastinating, sleep and things on the to-do list!

BT, BTW, B D S C PARTY PART 2?! yknow you want tooooo. next weds tentative(: (IMU BIMB!) and clueless + ignorant = not the best of combis, eurgh.

only two things flooding facebook newsfeed now; swine flu case increase and dear MJ's death. not like the first isn't as important, esp w friends contracting it, but this is totally unprecedented, waaay too sudden. cardiac arrest kinda sudden. he was more than a pop icon, he was a legend. i remembered the days where we'll play his LDs (yah the huge, huge ones) and i'll try to imitate his dance. hahaha i loved billy jean cos i'll throw my mickeymouse jacket too. like his music'll be playing and i'll be hopping around the house trying to do his moves- no moonwalk though, almost sprained my ankle attempting. we grew up listening to his hits- like every, song. bad, thriller, rock with you, don't stop till you get enough, beat it, the girl is mine, the way you make me feel... heal the world, black or white, dangerous, you are not alone.... way too many hits. mom even said if he toured SG, we'll pay 500 for a ticket. whyyyy MJ whyyyy ):

regardless of his fall from fame, his life after tainted w scandal after scandal... you've had a good life, albeit the events that followed. we'll always remember your legacy, RIP MJ.
sigh, okay now back to reality. i'm LATE. for EVERYTHING. just had to had to do the tribute thing, goddd this is so depressing. like /wrists stabselfanddie kinda depressing.

 

after yourstruly did a very smart autorecovery thing, some norton scan and uhhh, i can't rem what else, I'M BACK ONLINE. only downside is, i can't rem wth it was i did that made it better, not that it matters a lot right now, but i'll be shittypissed if it goes out on me again. i've taken to penning my thoughts in a journal of late... not as therapeutic cos technically, i type a lot faster than i write and sometimes i can't keep up w the onslaught of info or thoughts passing through, tsk.

not being online gets you terrrribly out of touch with everyone; livejournal, facebook. i've been getting a lot more sleep though (:
anwwwwws, back to 1) cleaning my room- cos dad wants me to throw out a cupboard of stuff :/ 2) prep for tomorrow- BEACHWEAROMG. heh, cheongsam anyone? docs etc, tp-sim-home-tp 8am cos onestop closed by the time i got to school. genius, pure geeenius. 3) nic's poster! defi gonna try to get something done tonight. 4) update songggs-podcasts-movies

i like keeping busy, being productive. and as much as i love sleep, i'm gonna chant tonight: SLEEP WHEN I'M DEAD. till then, the world doesn't stop moving for anyone!

 

GUYS, FOR BSC AGM, IF THERE'S MORE THAN 500 PEOPLE GOING,
JOYCE WONG YUN TING WILL WEAR A BIKINI. TWO-PIECE BIKINI.
there will be nosebleeds (hhahahahha) and YAY TEMP INTERNET CONNECTIONNNN.
 

(monday's entry) i found the perfect alarm yest morn; my neighbour's karoke session. half-asleep i thought someone was killing cats or something; and its that bad cos nothing else'll get me up before 1 on a monday, esp when i was still semi-con at 8. to school (TP) where it was nice doing nothing for a change, elsewhere. room still felt like room- its the company really. and dear presley got the swine fluuuuu- its real scary when your friends get it, cos that actually makes it real, when before you were prob apathetic and couldn't care less cos you always thought it couldn't touch you. GET WELL SOON PRESSY.

fathers day sunday was... too much for a day. dad's definitely menopausal and going through my stuff. apparently him sleeping in my room granted him special rights to reorganise my stuff-books-letters-documents-folders; all extremly p&c esp when the boxes, with some really controversial contents:/ isn't easy on him either, which is why i held back from a BF- stable income vs pursuing something you really wanna do. guess even at that age, we're not exempt from such shit.

either way the laptop's been going out on me way too often; major piss-off. am gonna update as and when i can, and pray it stays switched on long enough for me to back-up. geez, and its barely 6months old. btw, meesiam + after was real good.. too bad t'was cut short, but i'll live(:

<edit> fuck la, my comp can't switch on for fucking nuts. am gonna go MIA online, anything urgent/pressing, YOU KNOW WHERE TO CONTACT MEEE</edit>