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12/1/10 12:00 am - Lord help me I can't change

I want so much more outta life, Lord I've got too much to give.
I want to be more than what I am now.
I need to get out and experience something new and life-changing,
something different, that'll inspire me,
get me out of my comfort zone and into the unknown.
I need to live, like I've never lived before.
Dangerous, reckless, impulsive and free. Alas.
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11/8/09 04:53 pm - 3weeks3weeks3weeks

Seems like the only thing that's connecting now's my livejournal, which has dwindled to an update a week, or less. Caught up with birthdays etc, and it's 3 weeks to BAP, goodgod. Will start with mass publicity of tickets soon! Stuck at Ian's (still) w Steven trying to churn up something creative-productive poster-wise and the VAIO's being really cranky today. Net connection's been a bitch, called linksys a grand total of 4 times and held on the line on the hp just for them to tell me to call singnet. At least I'm getting my router replaced. Will prob get a semblance of a life back after dec, or after 3rd Dec. Or till my net gets back up. Ugh, it's still not loading.
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10/27/09 12:51 am - Birthday Tributes


One too many birthdays this month, back-to-back at that! But here's another birthday tribute Mayf, even though we've alr celebrated your 21st and all, it's now official! Hardly feels like you're a year older sometimes heh, and I've written all I wanted to say to you on the card(s) so I'll let the pictures do the talking. I can't believe it's been that long!  Fyrhto, 4plus1 steamboats, sleepovers, sushi buffets, not to forget, you introduced us to mambooo hits. Walk down memory lane aye? Happy21st Mayfen! (: See you and the other 3 next week! 

10/26/09 01:16 am - Hello 25th!






 
Met up the rest of the BDSU kids at Chrys' bday chalet last fri, all w the exceptions of Issac (TSK DOTA) and Bimb (seeee, you should get your FB acc back!). Musing about Nike run and Northface 100 cos Jojo, Belle and Spunks had 19hours of that ahead of them, phew, seeing people that we haven't seen in some time (like Melwin and Giddys). Felt like the minority cos we were the only business people there (lol @gideon) but t'was good w BDSU! Htht w Gids after and sigh, ESK lunch didn't happen again. Think it'll be some time before all 4 of us is free, so, till then! 

 





HAPPY9TEENTH ONCE AGAIN GFF, I know you liked our gift so USE IT WELL. Not forgetting, birthday shout-out to PRESLEY, if you're still at LJ that is. HAPPY 9TEENTH AS WELL HAHAHA. I like next week- meeting the Bestie (!), Nic + Presley, Suuu (fave people!), there's Fright Night, Scyphix and BSC's Halloween! Ohyeah, not forgetting MGM but haha, sometimes it feels like we're still too caught up in the past.

10/20/09 01:39 am - Feeling...

 
  • Tickled, by Jojo's many, many mochi sightings, goodgod, she's DELIRIOUS.
  • Satisfieddd; really filling lunch and dessert at megabites, plus the bryani at night (:D:D:D)
  • Accomplished! In the form of the really boring 45minutes of socio lect I managed to drag Jojo and Spunky to. Spunky was sooooso reluctant but too bad, I won scissorspaperstone, woohoo! 
  • Like giving up on the POA test tomorrow, can't bully my brains to absorb anymore. I'm literally retarded when attempting questions, like my IQ switches to that of a 7yr old or smth, sigh. Not to mention my really short att span. There's hardly enough time to get everything done these days, and BAP's getting worseee holycowww. Back to them PS files, hohoho.

10/19/09 01:44 am - Readysetgo!



Very, very distracted this weekend, and beginning to think that test tues' not gonna happen. The funny thing is, w these tests, there isn't a weightage, and we're still stressing out like crazy over it. Yeah well, the only time I need to worry is when I stop freaking out about these, cos then, it'll mean that I'm totally apathetic and have given up. 


The Ion Official opening job suckedsuckedsucked. Like I've never gotten less job satisfaction outta a job (okay, not like I work much but STILL).  It was a waste of study time, my role was made REDUNDANT cos there were 2 other type of ushers, out of which I was bottom-tier, so I had to attend to the not-so-high-prof bunch that they've happily ignored. And it's pretty obvious the mgmt didn't like me much; I was shifted FIVE times, when there were 4 girls congregated at one area, I was the only idiot running up and down the steps. T'was mentally draining, and time went snail-pace on us. I kept asking myself wtf was I doing there, and had to steal a toilet break just to rest the poor feet. 7hours in 3inches and (bloody hot) formal wear, no joke. There were 2 incidents that perked me up momentarily; one, of this group of caucasian kids who gatecrashed, pleading for tix and hoho got VIP ones in the end, and the other, of this caucasian man running through the entire area, evading the security guards (who were bloody useless btw, like wtf are you there for??) jumped onto the barrier (no kidding, the ones along orchard), almost stumbled and fell to his death on the road and ran headlong across the busy-as-hell traffic to the other side. Hohum, at least it broke the monotony. The highlight of the opening wasn't even Utt's appearance. Nor was it Carrie's performance, but her rendition of Paradise City, woooots, perked me up. Till she decided to add another song to her encore. Told them straight flat up I'm not heading back; as if the pay's an incentive to stand there and act as human checkpoints. Sigh. Don't know how Jojo and Maybelle're doing it next week, they were escalator girls (in the air-con laaa) and they had all sorts of random requests for directions and shit LOL. 
 





Mayfen's
21st @The Savannah themed Traffic Lights! The different colours all w different meanings, and if not for the fact that it wasn't nice to go against the theme, I WOULD'VE DONNED BLACK. Pretty balloons, yummy choccakes w macaroons, scenic backdrops and the company (Fyrhto, 4plus1, Denise + Mok + Ken etc:D) Headed back early though the weekend's anything but productive. Second thoughts on the week ahead, hope the determination and willpower holds. I will survive on caffeine this week!!!


O
nce again, hope you enjoyed your 21st! I think I've wished you like a dozen times via the 4plus1 board, albums, the noticeboard and stuff; heh sushi session soon! SOFTSHELLCRABROLL ANYONE. This time round, CHERYL DON'T MIA PLEASE COMEEE OKAY(: We missed you today! ): 

10/16/09 02:01 am - Week to week

Spent half the week sleeping the schedule off and missing quite a number of meetings/classes/meetups; the rest of my waking hours: 





Desmond, desmond. Eat like that and your gf's bring back a chinaman from OSIP!!!


Weds' house party for bday boys Issac + Hadi made me feel so ooooold, like everybody there's either underage, underage or 8teen 9teen, which puts me as the ooooldest. Thankgod Jojo came along after dance! (HEH) Lessons are getting really good each week. All's well cept for that minor glitch last week (CHOC) and well,  things/people really aren't what they seem sometimes, sooo yeah. /Guitar heroes, K, pigging out and seeing people I haven't seen in the longest time since we've graduated. Being the oldest didn't exempt me from drama though, and sigh, another night that ended off bad. Breather came in the form of quality time + Halo/ UFC and whatnots w the boys thurs where I was pretty much running around like an idiot admiring the scenery. Oh and getting killed off by Issac half the bloody time, TSK.
 


Bumped into these two whilst scouting and they were doing like, market strategies on Corona! Sigh, a pang of nostalgia for POM.







(lolol @Shiqi Colin; no solo no leaving the studio!) And I had no idea Yunnyue was actually my freshie from TPRawks Purple! I was like what, yearone back then?
Omg, but it was really nice she still remembered me and Ming (: Things like these really made those days worthwhile.
 
Wednesday was the longest day I've had in school THUS FAR; auditions the next week and 3weeks of ticket sales mid-nov ohgod. Scouting for 4hours (on little sleep) around school's no joke- found a few eyecandies though, and am disappointed that the top4 picks of the day were all not from UOL! TSK. Anddd, the first guy I scouted personally was last year's champ. Campus is waaay too small. Skipped Manfred's econs, and am kinda regretting it, but we did up Po + Titus' birthday cards in between; Gabby's great company really. They were both really surprised and I guess at this age, most people don't do this anymore? / Bad week for class, somewhat lost the drive and motivation, but am getting it back any way I can! Really good catch-up with Jojo over dinner, and in a way, I'm really glad for lessons weds (: 
 
Not so productive day though I sent out a hell lotta emails; no replies yettt. Solved the mango ice-cream crave (a tub from Scoops!) and the bryani one but the night could've ended off w a little less drama/hostility sigh. And, I'm hungry again!!! Seems like I've got to, got to eat every 4hours now, and it's odd cos if the metabolism rate's so high... why am I still like this <<<<<<>>>>> ! Time to raid the kitchen! 

10/14/09 12:16 am - Geek mode, full-steam ahead!

Feel like I've died online; facebook, livejournal, don't even mention Tumblr. School's kicking in full-swing (yes finally), even w 3 day weeks, it's undeniable the workload's definitely piling up and god, the readings. Lecture notes, subject guides, essential AND further reading. One chapter alone is like, 40pages alr mindyou. Depressing just to think about it, and best part, they're not even in the library! TSK. BAP's getting slightly more hectic, and it's been some time since events so, am still adjusting. Booth tomorrow, discovered new econs class (i refuse to fail this AGAIN), dance after and possibly St.James w the seniors, woohoo. Ion job and reliezwhooshwhoosh weekend means= cramming POA anywhere anytime in between!!! I'm getting desperate; cash flow statement today and I had no idea what went where! 8motherlong chapters. Okay I'm done being a geek. Emails to draft, cards to design and onto POA chap2. Full steam ahead!!!

BTW, WE'RE SCOUTING!!! If you've got friends good-looking enough to be in UOL-SRC pageant, LET US KNOW! Also looking for PHOTOGRAPHERS+ DESIGNERS (poster & tickets) for the event, so lemmelemme know if anyone's up for it! Sell you presale cheapcheap HEH. Event's 3rd Dec @Zouk; theme's Glowmetrik. Think light-sticks, nu-rave... a riotious explosion of neon colours! Awesomepossum. 

10/7/09 12:18 am - Say goodnight and go






Day summarised; crazy cab uncles (as usual), cash flow statements- I'm starting to get the hang of it, bitchytitchy Mellybelly + Spunky, present-shopping before HK cafe! What with supermarket baskets as backpacks, tampons as ear plugs, maltesers as dog breeds (JIAMINNN) all packed into one nifty stress-relief pack!
 


(Happy Birthday in advance Jiamin! Enjoy the recess week, hope school gets better for you soon:D)

And, I FELL DOWN AGAIN. Omg, I don't ever wanna type that alr. Got so engrossed w bitching to Chrys that I missed the step off the curb at the traffic light and, fell on the SAME spot, where the scab JUST came off this morn. The skin's still soft, pink and raw >.< Movie timings were bad so we skipped those but yay for tauhway and long bus rides(: Gonna make it a point to head back early Tuesdays now, and I can't wait for Thurs; need a break and a 12hour snooze, pronto!

 

Btw JOJO, HERE IT ISSSSSS. I'm totally LOLing at the last few pics, unglam TTM. 
(you can see the guy behind ordering hohoho)
See you for bouncebounce class!!! 








10/6/09 05:01 am - Crazy busy; need a breather, bad!




Rise and shine 0800hours, I hatehatehate rain on early days, it's drizzling out and I'm suffering from the aftereffects of the 11-2 nap ):
Projections' Chalet sunday; No more circle of death. No more. At least for a month or two, no more alcohol + chalets. Saying I'm a terrible drinker won't do, cos I daresay I took quite a few for the night, and I sobered up just in time to get back (screw emotions or whatever after). Round 1, solo round w Ian, and round 2 got me for a few good hours, so I pretty much didn't register the fact that Maybelle and Joyce were there till moments after (no pics:/) Bonding time aplenty w the BAP comm though, so chalet was good for one thing (speakers and DJ console included) Ty for all who looked out for me, one way or another. Ty Gabby, Jeff (yknow), Joyce (<3), Maybelle, Merelda, Daniel and whoever else made sure I walked/talked/behaved like a normal person. That's all I remember from the night. And oh, apparently, when playing categories, Vincent can shout out TAMPINES POLY when given the category of POLYTECHNICS. Woots. 
 


My favourite two BAP-dance kidsss Jeff (skank boy?) and GabGabGabby (Hammie Annie Tan)!
 
 
Idealists most days but a realist when it comes to these, I'm awfully glad for the way things turned out. Seeeee, everything DOES have a solution. Problem solved and (: for the happy ending! Socio's got its way of making us recount and apply concepts to funny situations today; what of social/public roles, identities, socialisation (in stages) and as socio i/cccc, I'm duty-bound (okay more like v compelled) to research and source out readings for The Sims (yes, all 608 pages of Giddens)- Simple case of spoiled identity, cos it isn't something expected from my public self right! School felt weird w/o Belle who had feverrr (:/); good that she's much better now(: Boontongkee and BUMPED into Cheryl. I know you're not at LJ anymore but if you are, STOP SMOKINGGG. 4plus1 sushi soon maybe, it's been the longest time since. Mini internal struggle on ___, butttt I'm sorry, my professionalism's gone down the drain, hohum. 

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