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12/1/10 12:00 am - Lord help me I can't change

I want so much more outta life, Lord I've got too much to give.
I want to be more than what I am now.
I need to get out and experience something new and life-changing,
something different, that'll inspire me,
get me out of my comfort zone and into the unknown.
I need to live, like I've never lived before.
Dangerous, reckless, impulsive and free. Alas.
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12/27/09 03:55 am - So this is Christmas

I realised how outta touch I am with most people now, and idk if it's subconsciously a choice or time being a factor's limiting my friend capacity and meet-ups. It's kinda upsetting at times, but it probably isn't something I want to deal with right now. My head and heart's all over the place. Ironically enough, being home during the festive seasons robs more "me" time than if the school activities packed up. If home's a place where you're supposed to feel comfortable to be in your own skin and do the things you'd like to do (without restriction), then, this house ain't a home. Hate festive seasons, miserable at best. 

Not looking forward to 2010 in the least bit, so much left hanging, left unsettled, left unresolved. So much I've yet to do and accomplish. 
Oh, and being this :S :/ :( >:( this season has amounted to two things: I think my cheeks got chubbier + my bank acc is rapidly depleting.
At this rate, if depression hits again I'll have to kill myself.
 

12/19/09 05:02 am - Let's conspire to ignite

My camera's turning into a time capsule; ugh. Just nov-dec alone, mind you. Busy these days w....
- a new book! Erskine's Box, Kym Llyod
- meet-ups; godddd, organising, scheduling, rescheduling's depleting quite the number of brain cells
- anything but school; skipped this week, prob the next too but guess what, uh-huh, exam timetable's out. Fuck no.
- birthday-christmas-countdown plans! This calls for operation S-O (sneakout). How am I gonna pull that many off? Hmmm....
- housework; the maid will only come, AFTER CNY, ughhhh. Btw, CNY falls on Valentine's Day. Bummer much.


Heading out in ETA 1hour for breakfast. Only way I ever manage to get breakfast is if I don't sleep. My life is sad. Alumni night and perhaps Butter w the BAP kids, woohoo. And kudos to the marketing comm for the birthday surprise + card. Shwwwweet ♥♥♥(:

12/9/09 03:05 pm - So cliche; BLOG REVIVAL


Yes, fixing the internet ETA 3 days latest, WEEKEND WEEKEND. Of all times for the net to die (I always say this, cos it's always unfortunate when it does shit like that) and of all times for me to procastinate. Crazy month jampacked with birthdays b2b, parties (WOOHOO BASH WAS FUCKING AWESOME, thanks for coming you guys!)- special shoutout to the four JOJOBELLESPUNKY for publicity, loveyalltobitsssss:D, supper dates (and hthts- presley!) aplenty (curfew? what curfew? HAHA.) dance showcases (plural cos it just sounds right) and alas we're in december! Don't know how the hell time flewww, speed of light sial, till now. This whole year's been... okay we need a better description than just, "a rollercoaster ride" but it'll do for now. Came back from SIP, then there was SL, FO (OMG), week0, graduation, chalets (laojiaos oei!), trips (and dramas), adjusting to a new school new campus new environment (t'was damn bad uh), SIM FOC, FO bash, event after event (FRIGHT NIGHT).... and I daresay a year later, I'ma changed person. Toned down, settled down; w the exception of the occasional wild party :x Scary but I'm finally hitting the 2-0. W that number comes more headaches; expectations, responsibilities...


Ah. Time for me to feed my terrapins (ROCKY'S FINALLY EATING) and do housework. Can't wait for the new maid to come cos I'm fucking dying. ------> Total understatement cos those who know me from before, know that H word and me don't go anywhere near one another in a sentence.

Any guy-girl who makes me a housewife................ Don't expect me to spice up your sex life.

11/8/09 04:53 pm - 3weeks3weeks3weeks

Seems like the only thing that's connecting now's my livejournal, which has dwindled to an update a week, or less. Caught up with birthdays etc, and it's 3 weeks to BAP, goodgod. Will start with mass publicity of tickets soon! Stuck at Ian's (still) w Steven trying to churn up something creative-productive poster-wise and the VAIO's being really cranky today. Net connection's been a bitch, called linksys a grand total of 4 times and held on the line on the hp just for them to tell me to call singnet. At least I'm getting my router replaced. Will prob get a semblance of a life back after dec, or after 3rd Dec. Or till my net gets back up. Ugh, it's still not loading.
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10/27/09 12:51 am - Birthday Tributes


One too many birthdays this month, back-to-back at that! But here's another birthday tribute Mayf, even though we've alr celebrated your 21st and all, it's now official! Hardly feels like you're a year older sometimes heh, and I've written all I wanted to say to you on the card(s) so I'll let the pictures do the talking. I can't believe it's been that long!  Fyrhto, 4plus1 steamboats, sleepovers, sushi buffets, not to forget, you introduced us to mambooo hits. Walk down memory lane aye? Happy21st Mayfen! (: See you and the other 3 next week! 

10/26/09 01:16 am - Hello 25th!






 
Met up the rest of the BDSU kids at Chrys' bday chalet last fri, all w the exceptions of Issac (TSK DOTA) and Bimb (seeee, you should get your FB acc back!). Musing about Nike run and Northface 100 cos Jojo, Belle and Spunks had 19hours of that ahead of them, phew, seeing people that we haven't seen in some time (like Melwin and Giddys). Felt like the minority cos we were the only business people there (lol @gideon) but t'was good w BDSU! Htht w Gids after and sigh, ESK lunch didn't happen again. Think it'll be some time before all 4 of us is free, so, till then! 

 





HAPPY9TEENTH ONCE AGAIN GFF, I know you liked our gift so USE IT WELL. Not forgetting, birthday shout-out to PRESLEY, if you're still at LJ that is. HAPPY 9TEENTH AS WELL HAHAHA. I like next week- meeting the Bestie (!), Nic + Presley, Suuu (fave people!), there's Fright Night, Scyphix and BSC's Halloween! Ohyeah, not forgetting MGM but haha, sometimes it feels like we're still too caught up in the past.

10/20/09 01:39 am - Feeling...

 
  • Tickled, by Jojo's many, many mochi sightings, goodgod, she's DELIRIOUS.
  • Satisfieddd; really filling lunch and dessert at megabites, plus the bryani at night (:D:D:D)
  • Accomplished! In the form of the really boring 45minutes of socio lect I managed to drag Jojo and Spunky to. Spunky was sooooso reluctant but too bad, I won scissorspaperstone, woohoo! 
  • Like giving up on the POA test tomorrow, can't bully my brains to absorb anymore. I'm literally retarded when attempting questions, like my IQ switches to that of a 7yr old or smth, sigh. Not to mention my really short att span. There's hardly enough time to get everything done these days, and BAP's getting worseee holycowww. Back to them PS files, hohoho.

10/19/09 01:44 am - Readysetgo!



Very, very distracted this weekend, and beginning to think that test tues' not gonna happen. The funny thing is, w these tests, there isn't a weightage, and we're still stressing out like crazy over it. Yeah well, the only time I need to worry is when I stop freaking out about these, cos then, it'll mean that I'm totally apathetic and have given up. 


The Ion Official opening job suckedsuckedsucked. Like I've never gotten less job satisfaction outta a job (okay, not like I work much but STILL).  It was a waste of study time, my role was made REDUNDANT cos there were 2 other type of ushers, out of which I was bottom-tier, so I had to attend to the not-so-high-prof bunch that they've happily ignored. And it's pretty obvious the mgmt didn't like me much; I was shifted FIVE times, when there were 4 girls congregated at one area, I was the only idiot running up and down the steps. T'was mentally draining, and time went snail-pace on us. I kept asking myself wtf was I doing there, and had to steal a toilet break just to rest the poor feet. 7hours in 3inches and (bloody hot) formal wear, no joke. There were 2 incidents that perked me up momentarily; one, of this group of caucasian kids who gatecrashed, pleading for tix and hoho got VIP ones in the end, and the other, of this caucasian man running through the entire area, evading the security guards (who were bloody useless btw, like wtf are you there for??) jumped onto the barrier (no kidding, the ones along orchard), almost stumbled and fell to his death on the road and ran headlong across the busy-as-hell traffic to the other side. Hohum, at least it broke the monotony. The highlight of the opening wasn't even Utt's appearance. Nor was it Carrie's performance, but her rendition of Paradise City, woooots, perked me up. Till she decided to add another song to her encore. Told them straight flat up I'm not heading back; as if the pay's an incentive to stand there and act as human checkpoints. Sigh. Don't know how Jojo and Maybelle're doing it next week, they were escalator girls (in the air-con laaa) and they had all sorts of random requests for directions and shit LOL. 
 





Mayfen's
21st @The Savannah themed Traffic Lights! The different colours all w different meanings, and if not for the fact that it wasn't nice to go against the theme, I WOULD'VE DONNED BLACK. Pretty balloons, yummy choccakes w macaroons, scenic backdrops and the company (Fyrhto, 4plus1, Denise + Mok + Ken etc:D) Headed back early though the weekend's anything but productive. Second thoughts on the week ahead, hope the determination and willpower holds. I will survive on caffeine this week!!!


O
nce again, hope you enjoyed your 21st! I think I've wished you like a dozen times via the 4plus1 board, albums, the noticeboard and stuff; heh sushi session soon! SOFTSHELLCRABROLL ANYONE. This time round, CHERYL DON'T MIA PLEASE COMEEE OKAY(: We missed you today! ): 

10/16/09 02:01 am - Week to week

Spent half the week sleeping the schedule off and missing quite a number of meetings/classes/meetups; the rest of my waking hours: 





Desmond, desmond. Eat like that and your gf's bring back a chinaman from OSIP!!!


Weds' house party for bday boys Issac + Hadi made me feel so ooooold, like everybody there's either underage, underage or 8teen 9teen, which puts me as the ooooldest. Thankgod Jojo came along after dance! (HEH) Lessons are getting really good each week. All's well cept for that minor glitch last week (CHOC) and well,  things/people really aren't what they seem sometimes, sooo yeah. /Guitar heroes, K, pigging out and seeing people I haven't seen in the longest time since we've graduated. Being the oldest didn't exempt me from drama though, and sigh, another night that ended off bad. Breather came in the form of quality time + Halo/ UFC and whatnots w the boys thurs where I was pretty much running around like an idiot admiring the scenery. Oh and getting killed off by Issac half the bloody time, TSK.
 


Bumped into these two whilst scouting and they were doing like, market strategies on Corona! Sigh, a pang of nostalgia for POM.







(lolol @Shiqi Colin; no solo no leaving the studio!) And I had no idea Yunnyue was actually my freshie from TPRawks Purple! I was like what, yearone back then?
Omg, but it was really nice she still remembered me and Ming (: Things like these really made those days worthwhile.
 
Wednesday was the longest day I've had in school THUS FAR; auditions the next week and 3weeks of ticket sales mid-nov ohgod. Scouting for 4hours (on little sleep) around school's no joke- found a few eyecandies though, and am disappointed that the top4 picks of the day were all not from UOL! TSK. Anddd, the first guy I scouted personally was last year's champ. Campus is waaay too small. Skipped Manfred's econs, and am kinda regretting it, but we did up Po + Titus' birthday cards in between; Gabby's great company really. They were both really surprised and I guess at this age, most people don't do this anymore? / Bad week for class, somewhat lost the drive and motivation, but am getting it back any way I can! Really good catch-up with Jojo over dinner, and in a way, I'm really glad for lessons weds (: 
 
Not so productive day though I sent out a hell lotta emails; no replies yettt. Solved the mango ice-cream crave (a tub from Scoops!) and the bryani one but the night could've ended off w a little less drama/hostility sigh. And, I'm hungry again!!! Seems like I've got to, got to eat every 4hours now, and it's odd cos if the metabolism rate's so high... why am I still like this <<<<<<>>>>> ! Time to raid the kitchen! 
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